I just finished another session with my Stephens Minister and I feel a bit better... there's much concern over my inability to get sleep so I 've gotten advice and have something to help... I don't know how intelligible I'd be if I wait too much longer... and thank you to whomever it is that was so kind to "tuck me in"...

I know I keep saying how amazing everyone has been in every other post but I am compelled to say it again... never could I ever imagine that so many people have such kind hearts and have reached out to us in so many ways... over the past couple of days two of my friends have stopped by with envelopes... it was prefaced with this is not for pity or charity, but simply another way our friends are reaching out to help... the amount received over these past couple of days, plus what one friend left for us at the funeral home, totals what my child support payment normally is... and that's quite a bit more than what most people get... so my heart runneth over with gratitude to everyone... I'm hoping this money won't have to be used for the legal fight that I have ahead of me but I want everyone to know that anything that isn't necessary will go to the kids' saving accounts until I get their college funds set up... also all of the meals have been such a blessing... it's nice to not have to worry about what's for dinner and I apparently have meals coming for the next 15 weeks... crazy to think about people still cooking meals through the New Year but maybe it'll take that long for me to get back to normal...

I'm now counting down the hours until I crash tonight... Hannah's going to a football game with friends and Jack's going to have a quiet evening with me... as soon as Hannah gets home I'm taking my goods and should be in bed by 9:30 or whenever Gray's Anatomy is over... if all goes as plans this should be the last entry for today...