In two and a half weeks it will be the one year anniversary... that left me wondering how to commemorate the event... one of my best friends suggested not doing anything at all but I know that if I don't, the kids may not notice this year but it might become an issue for them when they get older... it has been decided that we're going to buy a small helium tank, write prayers, letters and draw pictures, and release them to the heavens... both of the kids have come a long way... Hannah more so than Jack but they are young and resilient... they have both managed to find their laughter and smiles... and what have I found? I have found Hope...