Today would have been Chris' 34th birthday... it becomes a stark reminder of how long he's been gone and how much life has changed... this year I will turn 32... the final age he got to be... and somehow that feels almost wrong though I am grateful that his suffering came to an end... but on this day I send him a special prayer... I pray for him to know that the kids are doing as best as can be expected and we have found laughter again... may your spirit rest wherever you are...